Rough Patch...

So .. I haven’t written anything for a while. It happens . This last… well about month has been an interesting one to say the least. Theres’ was/is a lot going on in our little life. Some wonderful things, some stressful things... and things in-between. We found out our baby is a girl! We both had a feeling she would turn up a girl, somehow we just knew! That was one of the wonderful things. We bought a few baby items, made a registry, and thought of a name! Things there are going very well. There are other things that we have been going through that just wears a person out. Pregnant or not, it’s just frustrating. It seems that some of your happiest moments still get a little crap thrown in there to join the party. And in our case, a lot of it!

  It can be a tough lesson to let go of things and let G-d do what He does best…. Take control. It’s difficult for me to give everything to him in a basket and say “ok … here ya go” .People and their attitudes to family to work related crap. All of it is hard to deal with. So why isn’t it easy to relinquish? You got me …… And at this point, I’m honestly tired of trying. I’m tired of pleasing everybody. I wrote something similar on my last blog post, so I won’t hash it out again. But I’m guessing people are not taking me serious. You really shouldn’t need to be mean to get the point a crossed to people. But.. Whatever …

  We have been happy doing our thing. And that would be solitary. You ever feel that way? That life seems much simpler when you have only a couple of opinions to worry about, rather than 500.

So yea, the wonderful stuff… We are having a baby girl! What’s not to love about that? And we did pick out her name … well.. most of it. Lol She’s kicking really hard now! She has moved/kicked since I was 6 weeks pregnant. As time has flown she has been going so strong! We are now 5 months and 2 weeks. Still can’t believe that! I’m ready to be her momma! I’m ready for adventures and pictures and kissed and love! And the best part is... She’s all mine! Here is to G-d doing what He wills and us having the strength to go through it !