Friday, October 12, 2012

Ziva

 My Baby Girl....
                                                                                                                  Ziva Eden    08/17/2012

 Dear Sweet Ziva,


My sweet baby girl, you've changed our world in so many ways. Your little face inspires me . Looking at your little chubby cheeks makes my heart swoon. I love to kiss them and feel your soft baby cheeks and smell your sweet baby smell. 

Late at night ,when its just us two (and when I've only had 3 hours of sleep) , I hold you and just stare into your eyes. You look at me with such love that makes the late nights so worth it. I look deep into your eyes I envision all of our wonderful adventures we are going to have. I can't wait to build Arabian tents and pretend that we are dessert princesses rescuing our camels. Or on safari in Africa feeding wild animals. I especially can't wait for our grandest adventure.... sharing our hearts together.

You bring me more joy and more purpose than I can ever tell you. You , my sweet little flower, have shown me more love in your short 8 weeks of life than I've ever known. I thought I knew what love had to offer but I was so wrong. You have shown me that I haven't even scratched the surface.

There are so many things I want to share with you. So many things I want to tell you. You are truly a special present sent by G-d. I have wanted you for years. So many times we tried. I cried out to G-d one day praying , begging , for you to come. He heard my cries and answered with a yes! It was at that moment that I knew my life would forever be changed!

The moments we spend excite me. I sit here and stare at your beautiful sleeping face and I'm overwhelmed with so much love for you . I would kiss you if it wouldn't wake you up!

My darling, may you always know you are loved without question, that I will always be your best friend,and that I will pray for you till the end of time. Your little life has been a beacon of light where we needed it most. There is a prayer I sing for you every night; it goes like this. 

                                  Jesus,
                        Keeper of this Life.
            You are my refuge, my savior, my guide.
                 Watch over this little one tonight,
              And guide her every footsteps,
                     as she travels this life.
                 And in some quiet moment,
                     Draw her to Your side
                 That she will always know You,
                                Jesus,
                   As the keeper of this Life.

I love you dearly , my sweet Love. Sleep well and know that you are so desperately loved!



 Happy 8 weeks old and Happy due date ( Oct 13th) 

I LOVE YOU!

-Momma


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